Friday, October 28, 2011

Silent Treatment ; Form Of Torture

Assalamualaikum, How've you been? this morning i'm in Brit-boy mode; so let's share something out of my common musical story..It is more like life, behaviour..ahh blabla.. Silent Treatment!

Nothing positive comes from this type of behavior..I can say that I honestly don’t ever remember giving someone the silent treatment, & surely, not anyone that it would matter to anyway..I'm also don’t think that I have it in me to do that to someone, like seriously..so why you ask?

Because I’ve had it done to me, I know what it feels like and it totally bring me down..& I’m more the type of person that would like to blow up about something, probably say some things I don’t really mean, apologize for saying the things I don’t really mean and then move towards resolution. But hey…that’s just me.

For those who have been treated to the silent treatment should..kind as sense of loss, of not belonging, of lower self-esteem and a feeling of unworthiness. All of these feelings are obviously the result of someone just not acknowledging them or ignoring them. I find that would be interesting though..

What makes more sense…blowing up about something, cooling off a little and then talking about how to resolve it OR not blowing up about something, staying completely pissed and not doing anything to help resolve the situation? nahhhhhhhh...think about it. GTG. Ma'salamah ya antum.. Wassalam.

Saturday, October 8, 2011

Aryani Resort Terengganu.

Assalamualaikum wbt & Selamat Pagi.

Tak recall dah balik perkara-perkara dah buat, since Syawal, lepas Syawal tempoh hari mmg hectic dengan kerja gila babs. Alhamdulillah since macam-macam benda nak buat ni aku rasa happy berkarya. Latest; aku buat lagu tema untuk Vokal Bukan Sekadar Rupa. Program Realiti TV3..at 1st Gbam offer buat lagu, aku tak decide lagi siapa nyanyi,,& lagu pun spontan..aku buat simiple habis but yet aku cari hook yg efektif la kan, kata nak commercial. So siaplah lagu bertajuk Aksi Suara. Faris buatkan lirik utk lagu tu..melodi & lirik stgh jam ja kitaorg sama-sama setelkan! Nanti aku share lagu tu kat hangpa. Oh ya, Black yg nyanyi lagu tu..lepas Black, maka lengkap dah mission aku produce 3 vocalist fav aku yaitu Hazama, Azlan & Black. :) aku ada plan lepas ni nak produce trio ni satu lagu, InsyaAllah! dalam progress menulis.

Baru ni aku ada involve dengan production 13 episod program muzik untuk TVi, aku jadi music director untuk program tu backup 26 artis.Dugaan gila gila bekerja dengan production ni, aku 1st time buat dengan diaorg ni, aku tak kenal..sistem lain, mentaliti lain, segala galanya lah. TERUK. kami kena berhadapan situasi kena main 1 lagu sampai 5 takes! perfect tau! fikir kuderat musicians ngn penyanyi nak bagi all out dekat 5 takes, teruk kan? pada aku la kan, the best take hanya lah one shot or 1st take perform, tu mood yg sebenarnya..aku find out diaorg buat bnyk takes sebab teknikal problem dan nak cover shot..ada jugak sebab salah switch kat MCP blablabla..WELL! kenapa kalau jadi apa-apa tak stop ja halfway and make it satu shot puas hati terus..kenapa hold kami semua main sampai habis lagu baru nak cakap "ONE MORE". GILA WEI..shooting 4 hari patutnya 1st day tu dah belajar dgn segala troubleshooting, shots, sound semua..TAPI? sampai hari ke4 benda yang sama.. Aku dah sanggup menghadap artis yg last minit tak jadi, yg last minit tukar lagu..aku okay dengan semua tu, cuma cara sistem production ni handle kejam gila..kesian dekat penyanyi semua kena nynyi berulang-ulang..Astaghafirullahal'azim..hari ke4 mmg semua musicians aku hilang sabaq sampai tahap nak endupkan cepat shoot pastu nak jumpa producer marah-marah.. but in the end kami backup Lah Ahmad. perform lagu kerohanian, zikrullah, selawat, segalanya lalu dengan tenang sekali..semua perasaan marah terus hilang. FUH! lepas tu wrap..semua kemas-kemas terus chow..takda jumpa pun producer..sbb dah happy program tu habis..OK malas nak kisah panjang-panjang, yg lepas tu LEPAS.

So aku tak larat nak recall apa benda lagi; but anyway masa aku taip blog ni aku kat Aryani Resort, Terengganu. Semua tengah tidoq lagi..konon semangat nak cari nasi dagang! poorah..semalam kami perform kat sini untuk Mizan Cup. Happening!! crowd riot sampai runtuh barricade..RELA tak boleh nak buat apa-apa..sebelum tu siang tengah hari kami perform kat Rockaway Festival..pun happening which is okay la main 1st opening but orang ramai datang..usually takdak orang kot nak support datang tengah-tengah hari kan? Alhamdulillah..so terima kasih yang datang awal tu support! tak rugi kann..at least dapat share lagu-lagu baru Hujan. :)

OK tak larat taip dah, sakit tengkuk panggong kat laptop ni.. akan diupdate lagi aktiviti muzik yg interesting utk dikongsi InsyaAllah..byebye!